hey forum;)
i know i haven't been what you call active on the forum i am very sorry,
i feel the duty to tell you guys why, because you all own it. i written in my first admin apply
i was going for an international education as a follow up to my middle school. i got in, i know a big suprice
and i was really happy. from the 150 people who wanted to, and got into the test period, i got trough
then i got accepted, as one of the 20. at the end the education is devided in 2, and i will get 2 diploma's
but theres a label attachted to that, it means twice the homework, twice the exam's etc etc.
so you can picture that that alone would be a lot, and i mean a lot of work.
for the english part (btec for the people who are from england, perhaps you know it all?) i am reqruired to
make a project, fully in english and it has to be accepted by 3 people, by my teacher, by a international teacher on
my school and by the Btec commity in England. it can be declined 3 times and then i have to leave the education....
so if you all can understand, the pressure is immence, and besides this i have to do all kind of projects and test for
the other part......
i have 4 hours traveling time a day i leave 6 oclock in the morning and come back 6. usually*
and if thats not enough i have a job on fridays and saturdays, and i had to cut into my work out time from
3 days a week to 1..
so i hardly have time for friends with is really hard, let alone gaming. i allways come when somebody asks and
i am behind the computer, and i am online at the server and check up regulair. but for me
to just game for the fun is only realistik in the holidays, so yeah i want to be a good admin and
if you call me i will come, but i can't spare the time for fun.
dear regards henk.

i cant speak for everyone, but i think there is not really something to apologize henk.
there are much more admins, being more inactive as you or other active admins. thats my opinion.
and what you are telling seems really hard, so its really enormous that you are SO active. if i would have that work, i wont be really active, or not as often as you

Henk, have fun studying! We wish you all the best and while you are asleep we are thinking of you !

Yeah henk, i wish you good luck. Hope it goes good for you!

Good luck with school! Pung's and mine pressure has already been decreased, because Blade has joined the crew on CS:S.
Hope you'll pass your exams!

You've been inactive for what, 2 weeks? I've been longer. And since you already are one of the more active admins on here, there's really no need for an explanation. You need to study, you study. Good luck, by the way

ewil apple wrote:We wish you all the best and while you are asleep we are thinking of you !

Wait... what

KickFoot wrote:You've been inactive for what, 2 weeks? I've been longer. And since you already are one of the more active admins on here, there's really no need for an explanation. You need to study, you study. Good luck, by the way

ewil apple wrote:We wish you all the best and while you are asleep we are thinking of you !

Wait... what

Im scared, too, KickFoot.

Henk, you know that we'll always support you in whatever decisions you make. It is nice of you to explain all this, but there really is no need to apologize - I have selected my admins carefully and I neither disable nor look badly upon those who are inactive for one or another reason. What goes on apart from Dream-Evil in your life, such as school, friends and other things, are naturally more important than gaming - and should be!

Take care!

thanks you all, yeah i am not planning of going, but still it sucks.
i want you all to know if theres something going on on the server you can alleways
ask me to come trough steam.
yeah but i don't want to become inactive, but still as i look to you
kickfoot, you are not much online at the server but if i think of the most active
ones i think of you nick pc, neb. so yeah, you don't have to be online
on the server all the time to be active.
thanks y'all

as the others said this is no reason to apologize
look me im not active on the server since??
mmh i think over a half year or longer because my school stuff needs a high percentage of my time and i spend my freetime not so much infront of the computer i have ceased gaming an so on
but when i spend time infront of the pc I regulary looks up some threads in the community.
Of Course i cant know our new members who apply and so i dont leave a comment there which would be certainly absurd.
And so i can understand your situation very well.

But the hope isnt gone i think once there would be the time where i am starting gaming again

Best of luck - if you ever want me to look over your stuff before final submissions, I'm more than happy to (I am English and therefore would say my English is pretty good ) - just PM me!

Nick

I can only go along with all these posts..
No one wants to force you to be active and to disregard your school education anyhow =D

Well, good luck and have fun! =D

haha feels real good that you all got my back and a reminder im not leaving haha just
thought you guys deserved to know where i'm at with life, and thanks nick i'll maybe take you
up to that offer:).
thats why i love this server everyone is just so nice to eachother:) happy i sticked after
being rejected the first time for admin:)

I do not play so often at this time too, due to apple season being over and stuff...

ewil thanks for the laughtxD